Dear Friends,
Last week, we introduced you
to one of our new rescues, a very special little Keeshond we named Ziva. The
name Ziva means radiance, brilliance, light of God. It was the very perfect
name for this enchanting and inspiring little dog.
In the big picture of our
mission, Ziva’s story is a very important one, so today, I want to share her
story with you, start to finish.
Many of you know we are on
the road rescuing mill dogs about every 3-4 weeks. Last week, on the second to
last day of a week-long run, I received a request for a laid back, senior
Keeshond from a couple who had recently lost one of theirs and wanted to give a
wonderful home to another older Keeshond. Although we don’t see many Keeshonds,
I remembered that I had just gotten two on a list from a breeder we had never received from before.
On behalf of this couple, I
sent the breeder an email inquiring about her Keeshonds. She replied saying
that her males were still very active, but that she also had a laid back five-year-old
female with a very sweet personality. She
went on to say there was just one problem – the dog had no tail and no back
feet – “her mama chewed them off when she was born",
The breeder met our
transporters along the Interstate. Darrell and Jennie were our rescuers on that
run and they were
appalled at the way this lady handled her dogs. She was careless and rough,
even with little Ziva who clearly warranted some extra gentle handling. This is
precisely where things can get very difficult for us – biting our tongues for
the sake of saving these dogs is a great lesson in self control, believe me. We
take our comfort in knowing they will never be handled that way ever again.
From this woman, we took 2
Dachshunds, 2 Shelties, 1 Weimaraner and 1 Keeshond. We had 25 dogs in total
and arranged our intake process for the day after their arrival at our facility. Most of her dogs were quite fearful,
very dirty and all but the Dachshunds tested heartworm positive.
Many people volunteer during
the intake process. Intake is a lot of work but also a lot of fun. It’s our
first chance to interact closely with the dogs and we begin the process of
giving them a voice for the first time in their lives. They receive an ID
collar, vaccinations, deworming, photos, lots of hugs and gentle care, a cursory vet exam
and a NAME!
On this day, we christened
our little Keeshond girl, Ziva! She immediately stole the hearts of everyone
she met. She was very timid but at the same time, gentle and kind. A soft
little soul, a survivor. Although she was quiet, she was fairly active, in her own way - displaying no signs of distress or health concerns. Witnessing
her moving around was a lesson in adaptability and gave you a clear sense of
her fighting spirit. For me, Ziva brought Lily right to the forefront of my
thoughts and feelings. For Ziva, there would be a bigger purpose. I felt that
right away.
Our local news station came
out to document this latest intake and like everyone else, they were completely captivated by
Ziva. She became an immediate phenomenon – a little inspiring miracle dog. They actually ran the news piece two nights in
a row. Right away, many of
our Facebook & Twitter fans fell in love with her. Applications to adopt Ziva started
coming in from as far away as Virginia.
Early Monday morning, just
five days after Ziva’s rescue, I received a call from a volunteer who had just
arrived at the kennel to give morning medications to the dogs. She was crying…
hard. My heart immediately began pounding. Frantically, I asked her what was
wrong. Gathering
herself she replied, “It’s Ziva… she has died.”
In that moment, I experienced
the utmost sense of dread imaginable. I absolutely did not want this to be
true. I wanted to still be asleep. I wanted to hang up the phone. I actually
asked the volunteer to please check her closely, perhaps she was still breathing, perhaps there
would be still be something we could do to save her. I cannot ever remember
feeling so helpless. Like all of our dogs, we wanted Ziva to have a wonderful
rest of her life, we wanted to make up for the years of neglect and loneliness,
and we knew a fabulous forever home was right around the corner… But for Ziva, this wouldn’t be.
Devastated, Dee and I took
Ziva’s body from the kennel to one of our vets in town for a necropsy. It was
determined that the cause of death was an overwhelming load of heartworms
leading to a fatal condition called “Caval Syndrome”. This can come on very suddenly with no prior signs of distress, which explain why Ziva appeared in such good spirits only hours before she died. Heartworm disease is 100% preventable, but sadly it's common in many puppy mills where dogs live in their own feces and receive no veterinary care.
I am so very sorry to share
this incredibly sad news with all of you. The sadness and suffering this
industry puts upon our “best friends” can be totally overwhelming for us, too.
However, I promise you that we will never give up. For many of us, this mission
is our life and until every last one of these prisons of misery is gone, we
will be here to give these dogs a voice.
Despite our lack of space,
the first order was to pick up the remaining dogs that were still with the breeder. Those 5 dogs are now in our care.
I am grateful to each and
every one of you for keeping our rescuers, our volunteers, our vet staff and
most importantly, our dogs in your thoughts each day and for sharing the truth about
this industry. There is indeed great power in numbers and to each of you who
supports our efforts in a variety of ways, you are fighting right along with us
and helping to make a difference. Thank you all so much.
To Ziva: I am so sorry for
your suffering and your loneliness at the hands of a fellow man. I am so sorry
we didn’t come sooner. I hope that when you were with us, you finally felt safe
and loved. I think you did, as we noticed a light come into your eyes over the few days you were with us. I thank you for giving us five very special days
of your spirit and your heart. I believe you held on for five years in misery and then lived five days in freedom with us so that we could learn to love you and share your story with the world. Please believe me when I say, I will see to it that your life will not be in vain. Another mission begins...
Ziva, you, in all your courage,
were such a bright spot for us and I promise that your memory will live on in
our work always.
Theresa Strader


That last picture says it all. Despite her horrible life, she found love and happiness and she was blessed to have those last days happy and free. You saved her and I am confident she felt safe and pampered and adored those last hours. Thank you for all you do for these pups, I hope to be able to visit Colorado at some point and help you all, you all do amazing things for these animals!
ReplyDeleteYou are so right PnP..
DeleteGod bless this rescue and all the rescues who who put themselves out for the sake of animals♥
I am just speechless!! My heart goes out to that precious little furbaby. The cruel acts toward these helpless creatures boggles my mind. How can these monsters (puppy mill breeders) live with themselves? My own dog, a Cavapoo, was rescued from an Amish breeder when he and his sister were only 12 weeks old. The Amish farmer intended on shooting the puppies because they were the last 2 that he couldn't sell. Really???? Only 12 weeks old???? MONSTER!!!!!! We got our precious Cooper from a pet rescue and he has made our family complete. I couldn't imagine our house without him. Saddens me to think about the other puppies who were not so lucky. Thank you for all your hard work and I will say a prayer for Ziva. All of you will meet her one day at the Rainbow Bridge. :-)
ReplyDeleteRun free on new legs, Ziva and the angels will care for you until we can come and be with you.
ReplyDeleteTeresa, she had 5 days of love and affection and didn't feel any pain, maybe a little tiredness. She just slipped away so you all didn't have to make a heartbreaking decision. What a brave little soul she is....
Hugs....
What a beautiful little girl. At least she passed knowing some kindness in her life, and I'm sure she was very thankful for that.
ReplyDeleteWow this write up on Ziva is amazing. My heart is so heavy with sadness, pain and disgust. Thank you Theresa for all you and your volunteers do for these babies. Keep doing what you do, those of us that are HUGE animal lovers commend you! One day I will be a volunteer for NMDR, this is my calling.
DeleteZiva and all who rescued her have my heart and my tears..........my sorrow for Ziva and my greater intent to begin my volunteer work with Mill Dog Rescue! Poor Ziva, but kudos and hugs to all who helped her escape even for a few days. <3
ReplyDeleteYou did your best for her and you continue to do your best for many, many others. She was on her way to a better life and altho she never reached that place, she died in a loving and peaceful place rather than the hellhole that she had grown up in. The work you do is so important and I know that I and my NMDR dog, Seneca, thank you so much, as I'm sure Ziva did in her heart.
ReplyDeleteAt least she passed away finally knowing what love is..
ReplyDeleteWe just unexpectedly saved $$ on something that did not materialize. That $$ will be forthcoming to you in honor of Ziva. Her life had a purpose for the Greater Good, as did Lily's. May blessings permeate every fiber of NMDR! With love...
ReplyDeleteThank you Theresa for filling us in on the horribly sad news on poor little Ziva. I read the post last nite that she had passed and cried. I could not sleep last night with that sad thought in my mind. I can not even imagine how all of you at NMDR felt after having spent some time with that precious, special little girl. God Bless you all for the work that you do for these wonderful animal. You are the voice for the voiceless it seems. I commend you all and I pray for you all. Hoping to get out soon to do some voluneer work as I live in Colorado Springs. Keep up the great work and continue showing your love! God Bless you and Ziva!! I hope the "breeder" pays for this.
ReplyDeleteI am so deeply distraught by this news, I can't stop crying. Ziva, you will never feel pain again only love for the rest of your eternal life. You captured my heart. RIP xoxo
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for the loss of Ziva. What a beautiful little creature! I applaud & support your work at NMDR, especially since I have just celebrated my first year with my forever girl, Stella. She came home with me from one of your foster homes last Labor Day and what a joy! I have 3 adopted dogs & I cannot imagine life without them!
ReplyDeleteThank you Theresa for sharing such an emotional, sad story with this world. You are always in my prayers as well as the dogs you rescue. Ziva's life has not been in vain. God Bless all of you.
ReplyDeleteDonna Luciani
Theresa and all the exceptional people at NMDR,
ReplyDeleteThe only thing in this life of mine that can make me cry is the stories of animals. I use the letter that was written about Lily at ordinance committee meetings, trying to get them to feel the pain, if just for a moment that these dogs go through mentally and physically.
I will use this story (if I may?)at my next meeting to try to get our ban on pups and kittens being sold in pet shops passed.
Ziva was a beautiful girl and I am glad she was with all of you at the end. My heart hurts for you and my soul aches for her and all the mill dogs. Someday we will see an end to this industry. We will just keep on using our god given voices for the dogs in the mills!!!! Thank you for inspiring me every single day.
Lynne Fracassi
Maine Citizens Against Puppy Mills
Thanks for the update. My heart aches for these animals and I have such respect for you that can do this job. Thanks for everything you do. You r truly special people....including my cousins (Carol and Leo).
ReplyDeleteLove to Ziva...
DONNA Q
Ft Worth TX
"If dogs don't go to heaven, when I die I want to go wherever they went."
ReplyDelete-- Attributed to Will Rogers
I was horrified to hear that is the stance of religious bodies too. I refuse to believe it and want to be wherever my dogs and cats go, because I know it is not hell.
DeleteTo stop these brutalities and tortures of countless and helpless small creatures we simply have to start a petition and demand our congressman and senators to introduce a bill that will STOP such brutalities FOR GOOD...It is a shame that our country USA allows such sufferings and tortures of innocent animals...
ReplyDeleteKatrina.
My heart aches for you all in this tough loss. You give the dogs so much love and good care. Thank you and know that she is at peace. HUGS
ReplyDeletei had tears rolling down my face as i was rearing Ziva's story.She was blessed to have 5 days of love and kindness and im sure this gorgeous wee lady went to sleep knowing she was loved.Fantastic job NMDR.true hero's
ReplyDeleteThe Bible states the spirit of every animal goes back to God. I believe that God is love, so they live in heaven in love. Someday when all if done on earth there will be a renewing. Then Ziva will be given a new body and will live in one of the heavenly places. She will never know any pain, or heartbreak again. Bless you for giving her 5 days of love, before she left this world.
ReplyDeleteI believe this to be true. We serve an amazing and loving God. Dogs truly are man's best friend and it brings comfort knowing these precious dogs will be renewed and will have a new body and will only know love.
DeleteI am so sorry for your loss. And I'm so happy that in Ziva's short time with you she felt so much love and touched so many people. Thank you for doing what you do for these beautiful animals.
ReplyDeleteI have tears streaming down my face, sobs being choked back. I have already posted the story on my Reiki/Prayers for Pets & Humans Page on FB, my Rainbow Bridge Candle is lit & I will look for Ziva's star before I go to bed tonite! Thank you for giving her the five most wonderful days of her life! Without all of you she would never have known ANY UNCONDITIONAL LOVE! I am sending Reiki to all of the volunteers also, b/c I cannot begin to imagine how heart broken you all are! I have whispered to my Bridge Kidz to make sure Ziuva is taken under their paws & that she reigns supreme at the Rainbow Bridge.
ReplyDeleteSweet Ziva, may you reign supreme at the Rainbow Bridge, may you know love, joy, compassion unlike the suffering you knew on earth. My heart is broken by what happened to you! My candle is lit for you sweet Ziva & I will look for YOUR STAR tonite! I have whispered to my Bridge Kidz to meet you at the Rainbow Bridge Gates & take you under their paws b/c you are extra special. RIP Darling, RIP!
Animal & Pet Support Group
Ziva's Story Will Be Told. She lived only five days in freedom. Born in the squalor of a Kansas 'puppy mill' five years ago; this female Keeshond had her back feet and tail chewed off by her mother while she was still a puppy.. Considered damaged goods and not saleable to the pet stores, she was rescued from the puppy mill by National Mill Dog Rescue out of Peyton, Colorado.
Five short days into freedom from the puppy mill, Ziva tragically died of severe heartworm disease.
Timid, scared, filthy, and walking only on her front legs, she finally was able to experience kindness and compassion during her few days of freedom. She was bathed, treated gently and loved greatly. No longer just a number, she was named Ziva, reflecting the brightness and fighting spirit she exhibited. Her gentle spirit and touching story greatly inspired all who met her, as well as thousands who never had the chance.
Five days - then death from a preventable disease that is horrifyingly common in puppy mills. Ziva lived in freedom just long enough for the light to come into her eyes and to share her story. Five short days . . . but that is five more days than thousands upon thousands of dogs barely surviving in the horrible conditions of wire cages and pens at puppy mills throughout the country will ever know.
Seven of the eleven dogs rescued from this breeder also tested positive for heartworm disease. Ziva, however, whose gentle spirit forever touches our hearts, died with a name, with love and tenderness, finally free from the wretched confines of the puppy mill in which she spent her life.
Please take a few minutes to view and share this short video, produced for National Mill Dog Rescue by Jenesis Productions (producers of I Breathe), which tells the story of Ziva.
-
Ziva was rescued by National Mill Dog Rescue. This unique, quiet and charming Keeshond quickly captured hearts and finally got the love she deserved..
National Mill Dog Rescue's mission is featured in the documentary, I Breathe. It is available at https://www.createspace.com/314592. You can also rent or buy it on Amazon.com at http://www.amazon.com/I-Breathe-revised/dp/B005C5UJFO
-
Read 'A Tribute to Ziva' - the touching, inspirational letter written by Theresa Strader, founder of National Mill Dog Rescue here:
http://nationalmilldogrescue.blogspot.com/2012/09/five-days-of-freedom-tribute-to-ziva.html
Being of Cherokee Heritage I know that what Native Americans say is true...One common theme in Native American folklore is kindness to animals, especially dogs. Heroes or heroines who show kindness to a dog or a wild animal are usually rewarded, whereas people who mistreat animals are headed for an unhappy ending or at least a comeuppance..
Beautiful Ziva, mhy heart breaks for you. Your death will not go unnoticed. As a Keeshond owner I know hat there is no gentler, loving dog around. September 25th, there will be a Pups Parade at the State Capitol in Lansing Michigan. We are walking against puppy mills and Ziva, your picture will be on my sign. You deserved much more than you got, for five days is only a flash of life.
ReplyDeleteRIP beautiful Ziva.... I look forward to our meeting at the bridge some day.
God bless you Theresa, and your organization.
ReplyDeleteSo very sad to read this. We are the proud owner of a Keeshond (and have had them in the past)and the picture of Ziva caught my eye. She clearly was in what we jokingly call the "teenage years," where color changes and they look nothing like the dog they'll grow up to be. It's heartbreaking to know Ziva will never become that adult dog. God bless you and your organization for saving so many like her.
ReplyDeleteI love this woman. You can't watch this video and not cry.
ReplyDeleteBy the look of her face she was happy. Five days was no where near enough, but I'm so grateful you were able to give her those days. I have to believe there is that beautiful place in the sky where Ziva and so many dogs are whole, happy and free. Vanessa is right you can't not watch the video and not cry. Run to the light sweet Ziva and be free!
ReplyDeleteI've just heard about this and I understand her heartworm issue but why, oh why, do have they have to leave so soon after getting a new life out of that hell? Only five days but five full days of the love she never before had.
ReplyDeleteThat was not a Breeder! True breeders love their dogs and take impecable care of them. that was... I don't even know what to call it.
ReplyDeleteThis breaks my heart, that is all I can say right now. God Bless National Mill Dog Rescue!
ReplyDeleteThank you so so much for rescuing Ziva and giving her the oppotunity to learn human love and respect. In the afterlife she now has your love to carry her through and as love is eternal and never dies her love is with you also. God bless you all and enjoy heaven little Ziva xxx <3
ReplyDeleteI'm not a dog person, but I'll tell you, it hurts so much to see a single creature hurt and poor Ziva who's heart was giving out gave her last beat to those who loved her for those 5 days.
ReplyDeleteCOuld barely read the entire story thriugh The Tears. . .thank you for giving Ziva some love & comfort in her final days. . .thank you for ALL you do!
ReplyDeletethank you Theresa for what you are doing for these lovely creatures of God--our best friends! I have no words really... poor poor Ziva! Wish she had lived a little longer but i am glad her last 5 days, she somehow experienced all the love and care she did not get in her very short life.
ReplyDeleteI still feel cheated. I hadn't been able to volunteer at NMDR for a couple of years but the story of Ziva moved me to figure out a way to go visit this amazing little dog. When I got to the kennel, early afternoon, I was told she passed away earlier that morning. One day earlier and I could have met this brave spirit, sat with her in her kennel, and held her on my lap. But, no.
ReplyDeleteFor someone to have the ability to put Ziva through the torment of her life, prior to being rescued, is beyond me. These people should hope that hell does not exist. If it does, they have a very special place in it.
Ive owned two keeshounds. They are wonderful dogs. So sorry to hear about Ziva's past. At least she felt love in those last 5 days. Bless you all for what you do!
ReplyDeleteFive days of love
ReplyDelete